I am born and raised in the United States Of America of 52 states and out of those states, I reside in Queens New York. I knew the Lord all of my life, just was not aware of how strong, mighty and powerful he was at the time. Upon learning of him mostly all of my childhood and young adult life, led me to not do certain things, even though I was in the world. God delivered me from depression, childhood abuse, traumas, alcoholism, criminal activity, suicide and all sorts of mood medications. I was rejected, abandoned all of my life since six months of age.
No one in the world wanted me but God. My ministry is nationwide because people need to hear who I was, where I was, where I came from to where God has taken me and to where he is leading me. I have struggled financially all of my life it seems as if no one would give me a break so I wrote thirteen books with few book sales since 2006. I have just started to make my books, voice and story be known to the public so that I can finally be heard.
I really don't have a church supporting me right now but I do have a few christian friends who are right behind me. It seems that I am too talented for many of the preachers in the churches in Queens NY. Everyone wants a free book and are not willing to purchase them or they either owe me money, that they never will pay, for the books they have in their possession. I now finally agree and identify with the word minister or Pastor even though I ran from this calling for years.
When I realized that the pain, past and present was too hard to make it on my own is when I decided to live for God in order to carry out the calling he had placed on my life. The challenges in my area is that I am African American in a Guyanese Indian unfriendly prejudice neighborhood. The churches are even the same way, you can feel the coldness when you walk in, if you are not from the exact same culture. I venture out of my community to where people from different countries worship and praise God.
I visit and fellowship with churches where I am invited but when they find out I have multiple gifts they treat me very bad and decide they want to write a book, have a radio show and will not support what God has called me to do for his kingdom. Stay Strong and Stand ministry will be nationwide, sincere, real, honest and many of the churches today is one big business of money and how they can get wealthy from people following them.
I have asked one newly ordained minister to support me but she has failed me more than once. Just March 16th 2014 I inquired another minister that I needed an encourager, mentor, observer and he stated that someone in the bible has three. He did not say that he would be one of them.
I decided to give him a free book titled All I Can Do Is Stand. I'm believing in God that he will read this book and want to support me. I'm praying that God will touch his heart and open his eyes to the calling God has given me. At this present time I have some support from people that read my books, purchase them and listen to the online radio show that I broadcast called The Stay Strong and Stand Show. I do not have a husband at this present time and no family that I have ever known beside my children that are living their wordly lives without me.
Studying at CLI has changed my life and walk with Christ. I don't even have the funds to even order books that I have written for people to purchase and read. I am appreciative, honored, glad and humbled to be blessed with a free education from CLI. I really appreciate it and I need all the knowledge and wisdom of the bible I can learn for my ministry. You can pray that God sends a church, minister, mentor and an open door to a building for The Stay Strong and Stand Ministries dedicated to the hurting, unbelievers, addicts, abuse victims etc. Thank you.